I’m so torn between decisions right now. I don’t know what to do.
Ugh. Here I go on a pointless rant once again. My emotions are thrown all over the place, and I keep trying to fight my thoughts. I’m stuck in the same shitty hole once again & it’s all my fault. Am I ever going to be happy? What happened to me? .. I was always happy, always smiling - and I wasn’t faking it. Seems that side of me is now nonexistent. I don’t even know...
What is happiness anyways?
I don’t even know where to begin, or where to end. For some reason today I feel like I’m at my lowest. Things have been going great for me, but for some reason that isn’t making me feel better at all. I feel so alone, where are my friends? .. I bend over backwards for people when they need me, so where the fuck are you when I need you? Thanks for nothing …….. I...
If someone were to ask me how i’m feeling right now .. I don’t know how I would reply. Lately all I feel is this jumble of feelings, & it’s a mess. I’m happy, I’m sad, I’m angry.. mostly at myself for trusting people who I considered my friends, and for thinking when I actually needed them, that they would be there. I’m sad because my mind can’t...
I’m having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy How do we re-reverse the chemistry I don’t want us to be the end of me This love is taking all of my energy
SO SO SO Happppy ;3. Life is perfect right now <3